I am like someone who has lost a big part of myself and not have anything to replace what I have lost.
I no longer have exams to study for and a graduation to look forward to.
I no longer have to attend music practices and play guitar in church.
I no longer am expected to attend OCF or my church's girl's prayer meet.
I no longer can hang out with my friends in the city whenever and however.
I no longer can introduce myself as a Medical Student.
And somehow, being able to say "I'm the doctor looking after you today", the big pay that I get every second Wednesday, having a car of my own... just falls so far below making up for what I lost (and am losing) in this transition.
But I am concious that when I leave this earth too, I bring none of my titles or roles with me.
Who am I?
A student? A doctor? A good friend? A musician? A cell leader? Maybe even a full time church/religious organization worker, a wife, a mother... one day?
But as when I leave this earth, I will be and still be
a child of God Most High
No more, no less.
I no longer have exams to study for and a graduation to look forward to.
I no longer have to attend music practices and play guitar in church.
I no longer am expected to attend OCF or my church's girl's prayer meet.
I no longer can hang out with my friends in the city whenever and however.
I no longer can introduce myself as a Medical Student.
And somehow, being able to say "I'm the doctor looking after you today", the big pay that I get every second Wednesday, having a car of my own... just falls so far below making up for what I lost (and am losing) in this transition.
But I am concious that when I leave this earth too, I bring none of my titles or roles with me.
Who am I?
A student? A doctor? A good friend? A musician? A cell leader? Maybe even a full time church/religious organization worker, a wife, a mother... one day?
But as when I leave this earth, I will be and still be
a child of God Most High
No more, no less.
1 comment:
The river flows, has a certain direction, and ever bend brings something different and unexpected, but at long last when it opens out into the vast ocean, how glorious will that be!
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